May their souls rest in
peace. It seems like it was twice the
thrill and nightmare of the blockbuster Friday the 13th movie. The
fact is, it’s real and it did happen few days ago.
But what makes
the incident doubly outrageous is the collateral damage it spilled over among
concerned families, friends and relatives. That practically explains the
futility of waging war between the
military and perceived enemies. Worst, given this reality of having that orgy
of killing, the vicious cycle of civil
strife continues on and on. Tragedy as there will be no end of war. And who
suffers most? Not what we are personally seeing but those added to long list of
statistics of innocent casualties their lives sacrificed against their will.
Statistics are vital indicator of reality that excluding those not counted and
registered.
And speaking of
numbers without going into hard figures, history is there validating for us
that the 85% casualty involving the civilians far outweigh the statistics of those who are directly involved
in the hostilities. That not only includes the vast but very prohibitive
resources of war chest going down the drain that otherwise would have been used
in many development projects that would have done good in facilitating noteworthy projects for the
people. But the country is still in civil strife and this is not the time to
debate on how much resources is spent, you might beg the question. .
Maybe valid
ground in engaging into war against the enemies. But when would we ever learn?
While there is still time or when we ourselves is blown to bits and pieces?
Many of the casualties on the first place did not see daylight because of how
they were drag on the issue by those who
love to kill to stop the killing not out of their own making. Paid mercenaries
in other words that is the military arm of the government and their enemies, whoever they are . Have we forgot that truth always becomes the
first casualty in any hostility. In war there are no victors, only
victims, Ninoy even wrote
in his Testament from Prison Cell
emphasizing categorically that as much as possible we should love peace live
and breath it. He knows for he was there seeing and experiencing the intricacies of war. He himself was once
a witness being a young journalist covering Korean War back then. (A car he bought from
the proceeds from such venture was a solace for
him, he would reminisced.)
Why all this
division and war among and between people? Ironically, the path towards war is
relatively peanuts than peace. It is easier to wage war than forging
peace, then PLO Chairman Yasser Arafat wailed the sad reality of
division as he fought for the restoration of Palestine
from Israel
back to his people. But do we have
any other better way out than to live at
peace with everyone? None! In fact, it’s what God enjoined us to do.: As much
as possible as it depends on you, live peaceably with everyone (Romans 12:18) –
yourself, friends, enemies, nature, country, environment and with God, I may
add.
Except for the
first experience I had, the two other incidents just defy description hitting
me real hard beyond human comprehension. No problem with the first one as the
time spent was merely for the vigil of late retired 2nd Lt. Jim Jimenez who passed away because of long lingering Big C illness on his lungs
and pancreas. He was flown in from Bacolod to be interred in
Greenhills as his death wish to be with
his soulmate who also passed away not too long ago. He was buried anyway the
following day.
Across the chapel where I spent vigil was another chapel with two
military personnel their casket draped with Philippine flag. Personally, it was the first time I observed a chapel with two
caskets. Incidentally, there were only
three people spending vigil. Along the
road was their service vehicle parked with holes all over, an indication that
they were peppered with bullets thus, killing instantly four of them while on their way home after
negotiation with the rebels in Veruela, one of the rivertown in Agusan del Sur.
But what caught
my curiosity was the declaration of the woman, a sister of one of the casualty
that the incident happened right after the negotiation. Who else who could have
done it if not those of the other party engaging in double-cross.
There were many
similar images playing on mind down the
memory lane from this incident. Vereula
of course was my first assignment as Mun. Agrarian Reform Officer. I wrote too
and compose my song Magsasaka which won to me 3rd price in National CARP
Songwriting contest which prompted me to
add twelve others and packaged them into Himig Mindanao, a CD now on sale in market.
That’s more
personal and the lighter side of it. For incident-wise, the experience buried dark spot in my sub-conscious. First, Salome a registered nurse and first
cousin in Mindoro became one of
the casualty on an ambush of military jeep carrying military officers on
their way home to Roxas, Oriental Mindoro. The rebels asked forgiveness later
and even offered financial help to atone for their miscalculation brutally
killing my cousin in broad daylight who was and never a party of the military
she being a registered nurse except that of hitching them for a ride which
turned out very costly. But again the incident simply overtake faster
before they could even think. What could
be done when she now became an added statistics to continuing struggle we don’t
know how many more innocent lives would be charged as excesses.
What is there to remedy when
damage was already done and committed? Too many question to ask but meet with
equally elusive answer.
Then there’s Renerio Cagang, my bossom friend
back then in Xavier
University in early
eighties whom I have not seen since we parted our ways in 1981. He actually
went to the hills and became top
commander in Bukidnon with P500,000.00 reward for his capture. The last time I
heard him straight from his men in San Luis, Agusan del Sur was when he too
became victim of double-cross, his body looks like Ninoy Aquino in a casket
indicating the damage experienced when the other party in the negotiating table
went back and fired against him and companions with hail of bullets sealing the
fate of their negotiation in 1986. What a waste of life.
I know there
were many other incidents like that very promising beautiful, talented and
naïve so called Mam Nars by those whom she served in Bukidnon, MSU-IIT student whose body was found among
the dead in one encounter in Bukidnon.
When could we truly go to the negotiating
table and push true peace to reign supreme in our land? While there is still
time or we ourselves became part of the statistics of excesses
enmity brings, a war not of our own making.
I didn’t stay
long as it was already past 1 clock’ in the morning in Greenhills..
Besides, I couldn’t stand seeing in
stitches the damage on the forehead and face and probably other parts of the
body of the casualty most likely hit by
bullets indicating how the shooting overtook fast the incident.
But what another
turn of incident when a motorcycle mishap happen on the road just right along the cemetery of IFI across Greenhills
treating me to another weird spectacle what with the lady companion lying on
the road dead, her head severely damaged blood still profusely spilling over
the concrete pavement. I was told that he girl was a nurse in Northern
Mindanao , separated and have three children. The motorcycle driver
of Orion in Terryhills, confided that they were negotiating blind curve when an
approaching vehicle with highlight
blinded his eyesight forcing him to turn sideways not knowing the
stockpile of sand ahead. That’s the last he remembered as his back ride without
helmet was thrown out somersaulting on the concrete pavement killing her
instantly.
I’m writing this piece to exorcize the devil that might have caused the
misfortunes of innocent people that week May she and others featured in this
peace rest in peace. So be it.
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